A reoccurring theme for discussion in my head is one that revolves around being content.

You see, I believe that it is important to be content with today’s life, because there is no tomorrow. And thus, I generally feel very content.

Yet, I can feel that this feeling of contentness is perhaps holding me back, in that I lack serious frustrations with my lot today to motivate me to push myself forward.

I have small motivations – for example, an inability to communicate my thoughts on the new database with my boss has pushed me back to study …yet I feel I don’t feel a general discontent with my situation in general.

Perhaps I’ve thought and felt myself into a corner.